Hagen’s POV

Nikola was going to lose it. I knew he was going to because I was going to make sure he lost his ever-loving mind.

Look, I didn’t want to be a dick about it, I just had a dick and that dick was very tired of waiting until Nik thought ‘I was ready’. I was ready! — I am ready!

I! Am! Ready!

Sure, maybe two days ago I wasn’t, but that was 48 fucking hours ago, people changed, and now, I was very much ready to go all the way with Nikola.

Nik wanted it too. I knew he did because he’d said as much, and he was starting to get this extra crazy look in his eyes when I pushed his buttons, but he was still holding himself back. I knew it was only because he wanted to take this slow for me because that’s the type of person Nik was. Sometimes, he was nice and kind and stuff, but fuck that, I was losing my shit here. Besides, I didn’t want him to hold back with me, ever, and definitely not in this.

My groan turns into bubbles in the water while I float like an alligator and let the river carry me back upstream. It was like those lazy pools some water parks had, and just like those, this one looped around a small section of this pocket-universe-planet place. 

The first time it had carried me away, taking Nik out of my eyeline, I’d freaked out before I realised that Nikola would never let me get in if it wasn’t safe. So I stayed in and enjoyed the ride, and sure enough, a few minutes later, there Nik was, staring at me from the blanket.

He looked fine. Prim and proper— all put together and shit, but then his gaze had dropped back to my ass and I swear the water’s tempo had sped up, taking me out of his purview before I could say a word.

On my next loop, he was lying on his back with a book in hand, and he hadn’t looked at me once. NOT EVEN ONCE! So now, as I slinked by again, I was pretending to drown myself in the river to see if he’d notice. He doesn’t.

I glare at the mountains in the distance as the river takes me round again before I sink under the surface for another swim. 

Lack of orgasms aside, the river was fucking amazing. The water was the perfect temperature, and the sun felt like liquid gold after all those weeks spent underground. An added bonus was the naked part. I’d never done it before, but swimming commando was now a new love of mine.

Any other day, I could spend hours just like this, lazing around with my cheeks out, but for once I didn’t want to lounge around and do nothing. I wanted my mate.

I was ready damn it! This morning was proof enough of that.

Love the enthusiasm for getting railed, my grasshopper. Absolutely no notes from me — Zyair pipes up as gently as he can — But let’s try to remember that Nikola does not know what we did this morning, hm?

I thank Goddess that I’m already underwater— it makes killing myself that much easier.

What we did this morning was… well, I was a changed man now because of Zyair.

Thanks to Zyair — he speedily correctly as I come up for air.

When Nik left me alone in the bathroom this morning, Zyair had jumped me like a devil hiding behind a bush and told me that ‘it was time’. In my naivety, I’d asked what it was time for… little did I know what he was going to make me do.

Apparently, he’d been waiting for years to teach me how to douche because the crazy fucker had done the research for it when he’d had control over the years. According to Zyair, I had to clean myself out if I really wanted to get fucked the way I wanted Nikola to fuck me, and that required work. There were tools to be used, times to hold warm water in and times to let it out, and I didn’t have a chance to be embarrassed or hesitant because he had it all at the ready.

The crazy fucker had a whole kit hidden away in the bathroom because somehow he’d gotten Neo to store them while Nik slept, and he took control of his body. The two of them were terrifying together. 

You call us terrifying, but I think we’re fucking goals — Zyair sings with a nod – and you call me crazy, I prefer effective

Effective was fucking right because there I was, holding warm water in my ass and trying not to make a sound while Nik waited outside with absolutely no patience. 

It was hell. Fucking hell, but I’d done it! I’d endured it for us, for all of us, and now, Nik was letting all the work slip down the drain, or river. Whatever!

We just need to make him snap — Zyair states as I come up for air — today is sweet and lovely but you need to get fucked, so that I can get fucked, and we need to make that noble fucker lose it.

It was still a little strange how normal Zyair’s thoughts felt now. Before, he felt like a homeless incubus who’d set up a little cardboard box in my head, but now, everything he said made the utmost sense.

A homeless— I —Zyair stops himself with a sharp gasp that turns into a dry chuckle — I will allow that just this once because I know you’re frustrated. Just this once, Hagen.

He’s being impossible — I whine. I was already trying my best and it was not working — I don’t know what else I could do.

You do! Just follow your instincts and stop thinking so hard about it. When you have fun, you get him riled up in seconds.

I huff into the water. That was true, but I’d already done that, and it hadn’t worked.

It wasn’t easy stripping in front of him. Nik had touched me a whole lot, but that was only the second time I’d been entirely naked in front of him. And he didn’t even bite! I was butt naked out in the open for Nikola, and instead of dragging me back to him, Nik had just let me go. 

Well, try harder! — Zyair demands, voice hardening like a sergeant’s — We both know what you’re capable of, so get to it.

Zyair — I groan but he doesn’t listen.

You’ve got this, Hagen! 

With that, Zyair fades away, leaving me to fend for myself. 

I want to hate him for it, but I know he’s doing it for me. It was harder for me to do new stuff with Nik when he was watching or when anyone was watching. I clammed up and lost the confidence I usually had when it was just us. I needed that confidence now, and I guess Zyair knew that.

With a grateful nudge his way, I sink beneath the water one more time, hoping to bury the last of my fears beneath the surface as I do. 

I didn’t want to force Nik into anything— I wanted this to be natural and fun for the both of us. Maybe he needed a little nudge to see just how ready I was, but today had been fun and sweet, and I just wanted to keep those vibes going, even if they became a little tainted as things reeved up.

Fuck it, Zyair was right. I could do this. I wanted to do this. I just had to stop thinking and do it, and there was only one thing that ever stopped me from thinking.

As I push up to the surface, I centre my mind on Nikola and only Nikola, finding the usual calm that always came with him as my focus, and I know without a doubt that I can do this.

The river’s stream pulls me back around soon enough, and this time, I swim from its pull, drawing closer to the bank where the current wasn’t so strong. I keep myself mostly submerged while I watch Nik.

He’s no longer holding his book up, instead, magic keeps his book suspended so that it hovers just above him while he lays on his back. His arms are folded under his head, with one leg propped up and the other crossed over it. Dark hair crowns his head, curling on its way down to his shoulders. His expression is plain but open, and in the sun, he looks fucking ethereal, but beyond that, it’s familiar.

It takes no effort or command for my mind to slot this version of him beside the younger one who used to sit upright while he read since he didn’t have control of his magic enough then to do this. 

Here, Nikola lounges comfortably without a care in the world, but in the past, his penguin backpack was always close to his side. I was sure his headphones were just a thought away if he needed them, but there’s not any penguin backpack now. 

There’s only Nikola. Nik who looks so damn handsome when he’s relaxed and happy. 

I stare at him for a while, forgetting my entire plan until he suddenly drops his gaze to me. I didn’t doubt that he knew I was here all along, but he’d been too engrossed in whatever he was reading to look away. He probably needed to finish that chapter for his sanity’s sake.

My chest warms at the thought and floods with pleasure as Nikola’s grey eyes hold mine with unwavering focus. 

Resting my forearms in the water, I prop myself up for a better view, “Hey.”

Nik’s lips twitch, “Hey.”

Nikola smiled a lot now. It used to be a rare thing that only happened if he was distracted enough to let one through, but they’d become frequent and plentiful over the last few days, and I was savouring each one like it might be my last. It wouldn’t. I wouldn’t let it.

“Whatcha reading?” 

“It’s a new research book about reticulated pythons. I try to keep informed about Knots’ needs.”

I hum while butterflies take off in my stomach, and fuck, yeah, I’m really gone ’cause why am I getting butterflies while he talks about his snake?

“Is it interesting?” He nods, “Interesting enough to keep you from joining me?”

Nikola huffs a soft laugh as he shakes his head, “I don’t enjoy swimming as much as you do, Hagen.”

“But you do enjoy it,” I counter with a smile that coaxes his back out to play. “It’d be nice, right? Swimming together.”

Nikola raises a brow, “Is that all we would be doing?” 

“At the start,” I admit with a smirk I don’t bother hiding. “Maybe.”

Nikola laughs again, making ecstasy explode in my chest as my soul vibrates for more. 

“Come on, Nik,” I urge, not above begging. “…Come swim with me.”

I expect to have to coax more, to maybe get out and drag him in, but to my surprise, Nikola’s book shuts close before it drops on the blanket. 

“Alright.”

My heart lurches, fucking leaps against my ribcage and goes bananas as I watch Nikola calmly sit up. He’s really going to do it.

I know Nik like I know the back of my hand, but he feels almost larger than life now as I watch him stand with all the muscle and power caged within him, and that’s not even counting the magic rushing through his veins. 

Eyes on mine, Nikola steps away from the blanket and walks towards me, and I realise too late that he plans to do as I did. Goddess fucking save me. 

He starts with his pants, tugging the drawstring loose and letting it hang before his fingers curl under the hem of his shirt. My breaths stutter over each other as he pulls the material up, leaving me to track the way his arms stretch high above his head, exposing his toned stomach to me. It’s etched with muscle, like his chest that is firm and pebbled only by his dark nipples because every fucking inch of Nikola is a honed tool. 

Nikola’s eyes find mind again, and I swallow as his hair falls over his shoulders like a fucking dream. While he continues his advance, his shirt drifts back to the blanket, folding itself as it goes because, of course, it does.

Next comes his pants, and as I back up from the river’s bank, making room for him, I watch as he slides the fabric from his hips and down his muscled thighs. His thick cock hangs between his legs as his underwear slides free, too, long and heavy and hardening before my eyes.

My mumbled ‘fuck’ gets drowned out by the river’s stream but Nik must’ve heard it because he smirks as he steps into the water.

I slink back, following the current as it tries to coax me back in. Hunger sparks behind Nik’s eyes as he follows. Moving like a predator, he sinks into the water and pushes himself towards me. Smiling, I back up, letting the river take me away while Nik’s fingers just barely miss me.

Grey eyes turn almost black, and I know the hunt is on. 

He swims forward, large arms cutting through the water with the purpose of catching and claiming me. I watch him, not bothering to run, and as he grows closer and closer, my heart pounds in my chest. 

As the river bends, Nik disappears beneath the surface, making my breath catch as the stream pulls me to the left. I scan the water for him, treading while my heart hammers in my chest and the animal instinct in my brain screams to run.

A second passes, and then another. I twist, searching frantically, and then—

Large arms wrap around my middle, snatching the air from my lungs as Nikola rises up with a victorious growl. He pulls me to him, forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist— there’s no other choice.  

I try to breathe, but short gasps are all I can manage as I clutch onto his shoulders, but I lose even those when Nik’s teeth sink into my neck and bite down hard.

“Ungh!” I moan as my eyes roll and my cock jerks against Nik’s abs.

Nik frees the skin, sliding his tongue over the pulsing spot before he quickly sinks his teeth into another part, “Never run from me.”

I nod above him, head bobbing in a drunken haze while he bites all over my neck, sucking and feasting on my skin to reinstate the marks that had faded from yesterday. One of Nik’s hands slides down over my ass, and I shudder hard as his fingers dig into the flesh and hoist me higher, forcing my cock to rub against him.

“Nik,” I whimper, fingers sliding up into his hair while he teases me and bites me, and— “Fuckkk.”

I tug his hair, forcing him to strain against me just so that he can bite my skin. My grip tightens until he hisses, and the scent of his arousal rises high and sinks into my pores.

Breathing hard, Nikola bites every inch of my skin he can until he’s satisfied enough to bring those lips to mine. He kisses me through every desperate gasp for air I try to find, not allowing me a single one that wasn’t already marked by the taste of him.

The river takes us along its path, but it doesn’t hinder the feral claim Nikola makes on my lips while he grinds my cock against his stomach until I’m whining for him, desperate to cum already.

“Hagen,” my name rumbles out of him as he pulls back just enough for me to meet his glowing eyes. A storm rages within them, one with lighting and thunder and mayhem. It’s on the edge of crashing free, and fuck me— I want it to destroy everything and ruin me in the process. “We’re supposed to be swimming.”

I nod, humming a little as his eyes hold mine. 

Nik had been fine, measured at least until that little chase that had prodded at something in the both of us— something feral that made him the hunter and me his prey.

I wanted it again. I wanted him chasing after me like that all the time, even when we both knew I was already his.

“You’re shaking, Hagen,” Nik whispers, his voice charred with need.

I nod again because words are hard right now, and I was shaking.

Goddess, I’m fucking shaking for him. I wanted Nik out-of-his-skin desperate for me, but instead, I’d put myself into that state. I needed him— wanted him so badly that I felt like I might die if he didn’t take me apart so that he could fill all my empty spaces before he put me back together.

“Nikola,” I manage while my heart rages beside his. I swallow, trying to clear the strain in my throat, “Nikola, touch me.”

Nik doesn’t make me beg and he doesn’t dare drag this out. He sinks a hand between my spread legs, taking my cock in hand and strokes me beneath the water.

“Fuck… fuck,” I moan while he strokes my cock and kisses me and fucking consumes me. “Fuck— not there. Not there.”

Nik pauses, his hand tight around my cock, like it’s his, like he won’t ever let it go. My balls tighten and my sanity tilts. 

“Tell me what you want,” he whispers with a kiss on the corner of my lips. It’s not a demand but a request because he doesn’t understand. “Tell me and I’ll give it to you, pup.”

“Nik,” I whine, cock jerking in his hand as I cling to him and fucking— fuck! I can barely think around the scent of him so strong and his hands on me. 

“Tell me,” he instructs through gritted teeth. 

The words come spilling out of me all at once just to satisfy his command. “My hole,” I whisper against his lips as we breathe one another in. “Touch my hole.”

Nikola’s grip on me turns suffocating. I can’t take a breath that’s not strained by his body so tightly pressed to mine, and as his magic latches around me, forcing me against him, I think I might cum. My head slumps, falling to his ear while I rub against his cheek, nuzzling him. 

“I cleaned it,” I whisper as I kiss and lick him and try to consume him the way he was devouring me. “I cleaned it for you.”

Nikola doesn’t say a word, he barely breathes while I try to bite him the way he’d bitten me, but I can barely move in his grasp.

“I cleaned your hole, Nik,” I whine while my hips move against him, aimlessly chasing an orgasm. I wouldn’t find it. I needed Nik for that. 

Fuck, I needed him and I wanted him. I wanted him so bad, so damn bad that I was scared it might be a heat but I knew it wasn’t. I was on fire and delirious with how much I needed him, but that was only because it was Nikola. 

Nikola was enough to send me crazy all on his own.

I don’t realise we’re moving until my chest rises above the water and slips over my hips. Naked air rushes up around us, making me shiver, but Nik’s warm body keeps me from getting cold.

“Nik,” I beg, as my nails dig in and scrap over his shoulders. I kiss the inflamed marks away, licking them and tasting him while he walks us out of the water. 

Nikola’s fingers dig into my flesh, almost painfully, but still, he doesn’t say a word. 

Panting and shaking all over, I cling to him with a vicious grip. I didn’t know why he was moving us, why he was stopping when I’d just asked him to touch me, but I wasn’t going to let go.

He was mine. Mine. Mine. Mine.

I can barely breathe by the time he sinks down, kneeling on what feels must be the blanket. 

“You have to let go, Hagen,” he instructs, his words heavy and strained as he leans down until soft fabric caresses my back. “Hagen.”

“No,” I whine, digging my fingers back into him and hanging on. “Goddess,” Nik breathes deep, but I can feel his magic coursing through my veins as if it’s searching for my soul so it can pull it apart. “Pup, let go so I can give you what you want.”

What I want? I wanted him inside, wanted him to touch me. I needed him to give me that.

“Let go, Hagen.”

It takes effort, but I manage to ease my grip enough for Nik to draw back. He sits up, and when his eyes meet mine, precum drips from cock at the look in his eyes.

Nik looked… 

I shudder beneath him as I take in the frenzied look in his flashing eyes and the long canines that my mouth waters to lick. I want to, but I can’t move an inch with him looking at me like that. It’s like some primal part of my brain switches off, surrendering me over to everything he was going to do.

Nik magic presses against my legs, forcing me to plant my feet down and spread my legs open. I cling to the parts of him I can, as if that would help with the way I was trembling, and stare at him while his void opens beside him.

“That’s what you were doing this morning,” he murmurs while he reaches inside, searching for something without his gaze ever parting from mine. “You were getting ready for me.”

I nod. His eyes flash purple, and his jaw clenches.

Nikola’s hand remerges with a full bottle of lube in hand and my breaths pick up quickly at the sight. 

I wanted this, there was no doubt about that, but it was also far more intense than I’d prepared myself for. Nik was going to put his fingers inside of me, out in the open. There was no one around, nothing to see, but we were outside and naked and fuck…

“Nik,” I moan as I reach for my cock and stroke it quickly. “Ngh! Fuck, Nik! Please!”

Nikola’s growls, his magic leashing around my wrist and tugging it free before I can get myself off.

“Don’t touch yourself,” he demands through his teeth. “Don’t touch what you know is mine.”

“Oh fuck,” I moan, eyes rolling as my balls tighten and my cock twitches. Pleasure explodes inside of me until I’m riding the edge of an orgasm. I’m teasing with it, so close I can taste it, but it’s never delivered. I squirm, hips thrusting up as my hands find his shoulders again, “Nikola.”

“I know, pup,” he soothes as he opens the lid of the lube and dips down to suck my nipple. I arch up with a sob as he licks me, lapping at my nipple. “I’ll give you what you need.”

Nikola licks and sucks, bites and fucking takes me apart until I’m twitching all over, so desperate for him to touch my clenching hole that I could scream if I wasn’t lost to my moans. 

I didn’t know what it would feel like to have his fingers inside of me, but I wanted to find out. I wanted to know if it’d be as good as everything else, to at least try, because Goddess knew I needed him inside of me.

Ever since that night he’d bent me over and showed me exactly how good it felt to be beneath him, it was all I could think about— I craved it, and I was tired of waiting.

“Nik!”

Sitting up, Nik takes himself away from my grasp, forcing me to cling to the blanket instead. He licks his lips while his eyes bore into me, daring me to look away or do anything but lay here and wait for him.

I breathe deep as I stare up at him, at the wet hair draped over his shoulders, at each raged breath he takes, and the feral look in his eyes as he squeezes the lube into his open palm. My eyes dart down to follow, watching as he wets his fingers while my heart lurches in my chest.

“Look at me,” Nik demands, claiming my gaze in a heartbeat as he discards the lube and sets his splays his free hand beside my head while the other sinks between my legs. “I want you to look at me while I open my hole.”

“Nik,” I whimper, lips trembling as he rubs the skin just beneath my balls. My cock jerks, legs shaking as they try to close, but his magic forces them apart. “Nik, please. Please! I want… I-I—”

“I know what you want,” Nik whispers as his lips brush over my head, the caress as gentle as the fingers he slides over my hole. I arch up with a keening noise, and he groans, “Goddess have mercy, you smell so good, Hagen.” 

I can feel my pheromones pumping out of me, unleashing themselves and purging the air with my arousal. Nikola inhales deeply, even as his magic flows into me, breaking through the tight fist he had around it.

I whine, pushing back against his fingers as he circles my entrance, rubbing the rim. Pleasure floods my mind, making my cock leak all over me with every teasing caress. He hadn’t even pushed inside yet, he was only touching me, and it felt so good.

Eyes on Nik, breaths intertwined, we stare at one another as he presses one of his fingertips against my hole, adding pressure. My body lights up and tears well in my eyes as the desperation threatens to kill me.

“Nik!” I whine, and then finally— 

Nik’s finger presses in, just the tip at first, just a little, and then, he slides in. 

I breathe in deep as he does. Nik’s fingers were big, thick and long and already it felt like a lot with just the one, but I could do it. His eyes stay on mine, watching closely, never leaving, not even to blink, and the digit sinks inside. It’s a weird sensation— probing, but it’s not completely foreign after this morning. 

Nik watches me, his nostrils flaring with each strained breath as he sinks the finger further inside, brushing against my insides and making my cock buck. Panting, I stare at him and hold onto his wild gaze while he slowly slides it out before pushing it back in.

It’s okay. Strange, but okay, perfectly okay, until he pushes back inside of me again.

I twitch at the stream of pleasure that sparks, but I fist the blanket and force myself to breathe through it.

It was just one finger. It didn’t hurt— that wasn’t it. It was supposed to, supposed to feel uncomfortable and weird, but it just felt good, so good already and that was scary because—

“Angh,” The sound slips from my lips as my body startles, shocked by the pleasure of something that rattles through me and makes my lips part. Nik’s brows dip, sinking into a slight frown. Gaze sharp, he slides the finger out, dragging it along my prickling walls before he pushes it back in, tugging another wrecked moan from my lips, “Ah!”

“I’m not deep enough yet,” he states, sounding confused. Nik’s finger moves faster, burrows deeper as he keeps working the single digit in and out of me, roving over my insides in his search until I’m dancing on the edge of my orgasm again. “It’s not deep enough for you to react like this.” 

I don’t know what that means so I don’t understand why his gaze suddenly grows heavy and his arousal permeates the air so quickly my next breath is full of him.

“N-Nik?” I whimper as he tunnels the finger inside of me, teasing me with delicious sparks of goodness inside of my body and making my cock twitch.

Nik doesn’t answer, he just stares at me before slipping his finger out of me. My hole clenches, my lips tremble, but before I can complain, two digits press against my hole and then push back in. I gasp, vision wavering as they force their way inside, bringing a sting of pain and then a world of pleasure as they slide over my insides, and that’s before they even reach deep inside and rub over something special that makes cum spill from my cock.

I don’t realise it’s happening. I don’t even realise my eyes are rolling until the pleasure rushes up to the surface and takes me down beneath it, dragging me down until I can do nothing but cum.

I’m cumming. I’m cumming in spurts and on Nikola’s fingers that keep rubbing and thrusting and rubbing and—

Head arched back, my mouth hangs open as I moan silently out in the open. My body tenses like a bowstring, unable to function amongst all the pleasure, and there’s so much of it.

It feels good. It feels so good, so fucking good, and it’s just his fingers. 

“Fuck,” I moan when I find my voice again and Nik is right there to swallow it all up.

“You came,” Nikola groans as his lips kiss my parted ones, biting into them while my legs shake. “Two fingers, and you came.”

“Nik,” I moan his name as my orgasm tries to settle, but his probing fingers keep tugging me deeper and deeper into the pleasure that warps my mind. “Oh Goddess… oh, ugh! Goddess!”

Nikola pumps his fingers inside of me, loosening my jaw until I’m making all sorts of noises for him, and he claims each one with his lips with unchecked hunger.

“I want to add a third,” he confesses as his fingers curl and press hard against my insides until my eyes bulge and fill. “I want to give you more, but you’re already like this with only two.”

A third? A third finger? I could barely fucking think with two, but I wanted it.

I wanted more of this, more of this blinding pleasure that was making me see stars every time he tunnelled those thick fingers inside of me, opening my hole for him. 

Nik’s thumb finds that space just under my balls, and he rubs against it while his fingers try to reach it from the inside. 

“Angh! Ugh! F-Fuck! Nikola,” I try to open my eyes, to look at him, but I can’t. I’m fucking drowning.

“You’re so responsive,” Nikola whispers against my lips while his fingers spread open inside of me, forcing me to accommodate them. 

I moan, louder this time and Nikola growls with his approval. 

Nik fucks me with his fingers, forcing me to take it, even while pleasure overwhelms my mind and soul and I writhe against it all. My torso twists as I cling to the blanket beneath, clawing at it, but Nik follows, filling the space over my shoulder.

“You’re taking me beautifully, Hagen,” he whispers against the shell of my ear while his fingers work me open. “You take everything so well.”

My body ignites like a furnace, burning hotter as his words wash over me, adding to the pleasure of his burrowing fingers. I want more, but I can’t even speak, it’s all too much.

“Is it good?” He asks, panting as hard as I am.

Shivering, I nod against him, but the fabric swallows my moan as I cry into it. 

It’s more than good. It’s fucking everything.

My legs fall shut as I curl, twisting onto my side, but it doesn’t matter, Nik lets it happen. He follows suit, blanketing my body with his while his fingers keep fucking my hole.

“Mff! F-Fuck!” I moan as I shake from head to toe. “It’s so…It’s so g-good, Nik. It’s..ah… It’s so fucking good.”

Nikola’s groan slides into my ear as his other hand slides over my hip and slinks between my legs. He takes hold of my cock, the grip near lethal while his fingers curl inside of me. It jerks in his grasp, leaking all over him as he buries his fingers deep and holds them there.

“Squeeze,” he instructs. I do. I don’t even think about it. I just clench down on his fingers, see the light of Goddess herself, and tremble against him. “Cum.” I do that too.

I can’t fucking stop it, and I don’t want to. I cum and cum and fuck, I cum for Nik, sobbing his name as my hole pulses around his fingers, clinging to them, trying to keep them in forever.

“Mhm,” Nikola’s chest rumbles against my back as he bites into my skin so hard I think the skin tears. “That’s my good boy.”

“Ahh! Nikola,” I moan as I try to work air into my lungs, but I can’t. “Nik…”

I’m Nik’s. Nothing but Nik’s. All his.

I shiver, moaning into the blanket as his back surrounds mine and his wet hair tickles my skin. I feel so sensitive, inside and out, and I’m hyperaware of every inch of him and everything around me—  every slide of Nik’s skin against mine, the sun’s heat on us, the fucking wind brushing against my hard nipples and Nik’s fingers so deep in my hole.

“You are a good boy, Hagen…you are such—” thrust, “—a—” curl, “—good—” bite, “—boy.” 

I cry out for him. I can’t fucking breathe and he makes sure there’s no chance that I do as more lube pours over his fingers before he starts working them inside me again.

Magic burns around and through my slitted gaze, I can see erratic sparks of it all around us, as if through a filtered crazy. It pours out of Nik like streams of energy that sizzle overhead, surrounding us like a cocoon. One of those streams slip around my neck, looping twice before it pulls taunt, making it harder to breathe.

“Oh Goddess, yes,” I moan against its grasp as Nikola pumps his fingers inside of me, brushing that perfect place inside of me with each stroke. “Yes! Yes! Yes!”

Cock still in hand, Nikola holds me firm while he opens my hole for him. His lips work over my skin, while his body echoes every jerk of mine, rocking with mine while I writhe on the ground. He lets me move, lets me squirm and shake, and he follows, teeth gnawing, lips sucking fingers burrowing… he ruins me, and I love him for it.

I reach back, grasping for him until my fingers sink into his hair and I pull him forward. Nik groans but heeds me, letting me bring his lips to mine for a feral kiss. It’s barely that— we’re panting too hard for it and our canines keep getting in the way, but Nik gives it to me.

“You wanted me this badly, pup,” he groans against my ear as he rubs against that place inside of me that makes my toes curl. “You cleaned yourself for me.”

“Yes!”

“You did it for me,” he pants, and I nod against him.

“F-For you.”

Nikola’s growl scrapes against my lips as his magic tightens around my neck, straining the air from reaching my lungs. 

I moan and stick my tongue out to lick the length of one of his canines.

“Hagen,” Nikola moans my name and I fucking love the way he says it then, like I’m breaking him and holding him together all at once. “I’m adding the third.”

I nod against him, not bothering with words cause he knows I want it. 

Nik draws himself away from my grasp again despite my whines, taking the hand on my cock with him and leaving me trembling on the blanket. His fingers slip out of me next, and I whimper as cold air brushes against my clenching hole. 

I’d never touched myself there, never wanted to, but now that he’d been there, I was aching for more, aching to be filled the way I was meant to— the way he was meant to fill me. 

“Nik,” I groan as I twist on the blanket, moving again until I find myself on my knees. My back arches as I push into the position he’d put me in that night, the one that had made me like this. “Nik, please.”

“By the plains,” Nikola whispers, his voice gravelled with his lust as a large hand steals over my cheek, spreading me. 

I bury my face in my elbow as goosebumps spread all over my skin. I try to stay still, to wait, but I’m trembling and aching so much inside I want to cry.

“Nikola.”

“Here, pup,” he snarls as his fingers rub against my hole again, taking my breath before they push back in, and this time, there’s a third. “It’s here.”

It hurts in that way the last way did. A burning stretch that makes me strain for breath, even without Nikola’s magic leashed around my throat, but then, I feel that thing I was getting addicted to. 

The unhinged pleasure that sparked each time his fingers slide along my insides, the maddening press against that spot and the stretch. Goddess, I love the stretch. 

I love it.

I love it all.

I love his fingers inside of me, stretching me.

…I love it…

I moan. Long and hard, and it’s wrecked and loud, heavy and high all at once. It’s my need in a fucking bottle.

I jerk forward as teeth sink into my ass, but Nikola’s magic forces me back as his pheromones rise high.

Nikola groans, louder than usual, but it’s a rumble sound that drags against the deepest parts of him to come out. It completely drowns everything out, “You’re perfect. You’re so perfect.”

Eyes rolling, I push back as Nikola thrusts his fingers in, and I’m fucking cumming. I’m cumming on the inside, where he fucks my hole with his fingers, opening it, and I’m cumming from my dick that jerks and spurts cum all over the blanket.

“Agh! Nghh! Ugh, G-Goddd!” I cry as Nik keeps going, pushing those three thick fingers inside my squelching hole that opens for him, welcoming him. “Nikola!”

“Hagen,” Nikola moans as he canines nip my skin, tearing flesh while his magic sinks into my skin. “You’re… this hole… it’s so greedy…”

“Yours,” I slur as I push back, meeting each of his thrusts. “It’s agh yours.”

Tears stream from my eyes, trickling over my nose and wetting the fabric when Nikola’s free hand settles around my neck, and his body shadows mine. I’d already submitted to him, but he forces himself deeper, he makes himself my entire world while I writhe on his fingers.

“Yours,” I choke out as my cock leaks, and I don’t even know if I’m cumming anymore because it all feels like I’m drowning.

It’s not just good. It’s better than that. Everything feels amazing like I’m flying with the petals again.

I want to give him this too. I want to touch him and suck him and take him inside of me. I want to make him cum, but he’s got me pinned to the floor and I can’t reach his cock from here.

“Nik!” I whine as I try to claw at the floor with my fingers, but I’m delirious with pleasure and weak with his fingers inside of me. “I ugh— want.. I-I want it!”

Nikola’s growl falls over the air, thunder booms overhead and I realise then I can’t feel the sun on us anymore. 

“Hagen,” It’s his warning tone, the one when he’s on the edge and trying to control himself. His fingers still inside of me, while the hand on my neck loosens and tightens over and over, like he can’t choose what he wants to do with me.

I push against it when it loosens next, lifting myself up on my shaking arms, just enough that I can look back at him. He’s close, kneeling right behind me with his fingers still buried inside of me and his cock so dark I know he was aching to cum.

I swallow down the saliva that pools in my mouth as I force my eyes to lift to his, and he’s right there. Nikola is right there, a step away from joining me in what we’d been curtailing towards our whole lives.

I was his. He was mine. There was no scenario where we didn’t end up together, bond or not, link or not. But there was a bond here, it was the last thing left, and I needed his mark— needed to see mine on him too.

More than that, I needed his cock inside me like I needed air. 

“Fuck me, Nik.”

“Hagen!” He booms, yelling my name for the time since he’d yelled at me that awful day, but this time, it just makes me tremble and smile.

“Fuck me,” I beg as I clench around on his fingers. “Make me yours, Nikola… fuck me… please.”

Lightning sparks overhead, thunder roars like the heavens are about the open, and as Nikola’s clenched jaw slants to one side, the storm finally breaks.

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yeah, writing this chapter did things to me. it did a lot of things to me.

Thougghts???

I mean, if you have any? I hope this made it all worth it cause lordddddddddd

Here lies the corpse of so many of us which is so sad with the mating on the horizon

I can’t even do the usual thing. Bro just comment or share your madness in the chats lmfaooo

Love you all,
Tippy